Currently Reading The Outsiders By S. E. Hinton see related

omg it is everything to can do to not go crazy waiting for this dance. for all of u who kno we well, they are like the highlight of my life!(haha i kno i kno wut a freak) anyway when we were finishing disecting the frogs today, claire ran up into the bathroom and PUKED! OH MY GOD i thought i was gonna puke. i m puke-a-phobic so i was like o god. then when we were in class, i almost passed out so i went to the nurse and she made me drink HAWAIIN PUNCH! god i wanna see her diploma. no good nurse makes u drink fruit punch when u tell her ur gonna puke.  so after i felt better, i went bac to the classroom. then after lunch, we went to music and KATIE kept getting me in trouble. it was totally worth it though wen she shoved a ball of paper down brendans throat! that was realllllly funny! it was also funny when brianna pointed out to me that the song we were singing said we are challeneged cuz it is so totally true! idk about anyone else, but i m definitely screwed up! haha its a good thing i can joke about it. anyway, i keep waiting till i can dance tomorrow without ppl looking at me like omg wut drug is she on now? (u can do that at a dance ya kno) well nothing else to say

---10-4---

xoxo

abby

Currently Playing Breakaway By Kelly Clarkson i love this song......its a good song wen thinkin about memories.... see related

wow. i was just going thru my keepsake box when i found this poem i wrote in february of '04 and i can say is thats its hard to believe i was that screwed up. dont worry tho. i kno that it was dumb, but at the time i felt like it was all i could do to keep from losing myself in everyone else. it was also really depressing that the guy i, like, loved , didnt even give me the time of day. it is so depressing that i will probably never have a chance with him. dont get me wrong.i m totally over him, and i Really like JON! but it seems like all those months spent crushing on him should've amounted to SOMETHING. ya kno? i hated pretending i was always ok when i WASNT. i hated pretending that nothing was bothering me, and most of all, i hated being the first one to forgive and forget. i hated being the stoopid one who let him see how badly he hurt me. if i was smart  would've acted like it was nothing. aw fuck, even i kno i culdnt hav acted as if it were nothing. i really liked him and now im afrais to take a chance on a guy again. im learning though (i mean im going out with jon! lol jp). i was s scared for months that someone would hurt me as bad as he had.that someone would take everything i wanted and then crush it in about a week.  maybe im over reacting, but idk. i would like to say in my defense for those of u who kno me that even though i might've had a crush a week,i only fall for someone very seldom. it takes a LONG time for me to really  like someone. but when i do fall, i fall hard. it takes a long time for me to get back up again, but i would liek to say right now i ouldnt have doen it without my friends
*bm*af*kf*lk*ap*fn*

idkwut i would've done with out u guys. you've saved my life so many times, and ur always there for me. i hope i've been i good friend too.

---xoxo---

abby

Currently Playing Dip It Low Pt.2 (Enhanced) By Christina Milian i love the dance we made up to this song! see related

today majorly sucked......nothing FUN happened. i think the funnest thing that has happened in a LONNNNG time was me throwing a booka at andy yesterday. lol today we disected the frogs, and the whole time we were doing it i was fine, and then as soon as we stopped, i seriously threw up. omg it was soooooo gross. and im the doctor of a surgeon. oooo oo ooo! big news! im am getting less shy!! for those of u who kno me, it probably doesnt seem like im shy at all, but as soon as i walk by someone i dont kno, i have like a panic attack. omg i m such a freak. ill say it again: maybe i can qualofy for disablilty but i wont get my hopes up. lol

more tomorrow

abby

Currently Watching Down with Love (Widescreen Edition) By Renée Zellweger, Ewan McGregor, David Hyde Pierce see related

sry about b4. my mom got realli pissed b/c i was doing this instead of hw. anyway, i guess i would like to get married if the right guy came along, and maybe even have kids if i was that in love. but it would take alot for me to  have kids. i mean, i wuldnt like having someone who was too immature to wipe her own nose to wake me up at nite to tell me she was gonna puke (especially cuz i m puke-a-phobic). it would be too much for me. iwould be such a bad mom. anyway i g2g now

*+*Abby*+*

today was lotssss of fun! i love art classes, and today was one of the best. the clueless crew is getting to be really nice, i think i might have to *gasp* drop the name. they've all been civil to me and i dont wanna go out of 8th grade with anyone hating me! lol. Sometimes, ill get these random mood swings and i feel like everyone hates me all of a sudden! its crazy, but sometimes i wonder about people. i mean, who says any of them are telling the truth? and its not just the friends thing, its everything in general. i mean, whos to say that i didnt meet a totally hott guy over the weekend, and then kiss him? (for the record, it didnt happen. i mean i have a bf!)anyway thats my point. no one was there, so how would anyone know? idk just something to think about. i was talking with a few of my friends the other day, and we were talking about having kids. everyone at the table wanted to have kids, GUYS INCLUDED, but i said i didnt want to. i mean getting married to ONE GUY for the rest of your life? it sounds crazy to me. idk i guess i would like to get

ooops g2g